The Onli Wei^SheN

Monday, May 14, 2007

does a ger stead wif a guy becos of love ?? or money ?? or becos of war ??den is wat ?
if it is becos of love den y does tis ger alwae dun wan 2 meet his bf ? y kip avoiding ? y kip bluffing ? y kip lie 2 me ? y alwae break promise ?y alwae wanna make me angry ? y alwae meet liao wan go home so damn fast ?? y go out wif fren can ? y fren can go out longer ? y not bf ? y dun wanna call ? y dun lyk 2 tok ? y r u so busy ?? u busy abt wat ?? y u dun wan listen ? wat did u wan ?? y is it at 1st u kip wanna meet ? y kip wanna tok ? y everi ting can ? n now not ? becos of the time goes too fast ?? too long 4 tis relationship ?? y muz i force 2 meet u ? y alwae when u r free n im not n i will try my fucking best to meet u i dun care whether i gt sch anot or aniting i will juz meet u no matter wat. i put in so mani effort , y is it when u r not free n im free n u cant find time 2 cum out ? r u alwae so busy or u nv put in ani effort 2 meet me ? or u dun wan 2 meet me ?? till dun hav time 4 me ? u tell me u will find time but i nv see ani . u sae when u go poly u will hav alot time 4 me ! u asked me 2 wait n i waited . but i still nv see ani ting ! u wan do ting on ur own but u dun noe wat is rite 2 do wat is wrong , u dun noe how 2 handle ting , u alwae too kind 2 other ppl but not me . tat y u alwae kana cheated ! i dun wan u 2 be cheated so i need u 2 listen 2 me , but u alwae tink the way i do is wrong ! yes its wrong but not 2 u is to others ! i nv let ani one touches u , i protect u wif my full power , i dun care wat rite or wrong all i wan is u benifit u win u save ! other ppl die nvm !i wan u 2 do a smarter way not stupid!
i care 4 u alot but y u not even care 4 me ? do u reali love me ? if u love a person u will listen 2 wat he say even he tok ! even toking u cant even listen how can tis relationship carry on ?y u alwae dreaming ? wat u tinking ? juz normal toking u oso cannot listen ? den how can i communicate wif u ? y is it last tym is not lyk tis ? y now so mani ting ? y u alwae wanna shoot me wan 2 win me ? im trying 2 tell u reason so u listen n u learn den u nv make mistake again but y y y y u cant even listen a single word 2 wat i said ?? u dun listen of cos u kip repeat the same mistake again cos u nv learn .u wan me dun care abt u ? u wan me see u alwae being so stupid ?let other ppl ? i care 4 u becos i love u so i need 2 guan u , if i dun care mean i dun love u at all , watever u do i oso dun care ! i see u do wrong ting n i juz quiet meh ?? u wan freedom all tis can if onli i dun love u ! so mani ting in tis world we dun noe , so mani ppl here wif diff kind of person n we r fate 2 be 2gether den y cant we treasure tis relationship ? a quarrel can be make again n again ! me n u is no again ! wat done is done we cant restart again .i hav been tinking so mani ways of kiping us steady but y aint u doing aniting ? u alwae sae u gt but did u reali go n try ? nth is impossible if u wan to, u will hav it if u do ! i ardy giv u a so simple way of changing le y cant u so folo n listen ? or is it u wann break wif me long time ago le ?everi ting u juz kip inside u ,u dun tell me ! wat i done 4 u is all bad ting dun hav a single gd ting la ? rite ? tat wat u alwae tink , u dunoe all tis ting i do is all 4 u ! all the gd ting i done 4 u, u cant rmb onli bad ting u rmb alot ! ok fine im alwae the bad guy 2 u ! u tink as ur way , u r the onli one in tis world .
i reali cant communicate wif u ani more ! both of us reali gt nth 2 tok ani more ! so tat it !

byebye! SheN~

- SheN
@11:27 PM